Last night was wonderful, and we made progress in our D/s. (See MS’ matching post Here.)
We have been working on our D/s again, this time looking more into what we each need at a basic level. We are both trying to be cognizant of how the other thinks of and perceives things. One realization we had was that the submission/Dominance doesn’t start out perfect, and that behaving and doing the right thing in the dynamic is a good way to start on the right foot and make the D/s better. Challenging it before trying leads to difficulties and failure.
She knelt for me in the proper position, hands behind back, chest out, back straight. I retrieved the paddle and strap from the closet where I keep the toys. Earlier that evening she had earned 20 strokes, and I always give 10 at a time with each implement until the total is complete. We have a ritual for punishment where MS holds the paddle and strap while kneeling, states that she has earned a punishment, and asks me to use those implements to punish her. Part of it is to have a ritual for it, and part is so she affirmatively acknowledges that she has earned what she is about to get. She is submitting to me in that act. In the past she has refused, or it has taken a long time for her to say the words. This time, however, she only wavered a little bit before speaking the words for the ritual and offering the paddle and strap. I was proud of her for doing it correctly, knowing that it was difficult for her to admit that she earned a punishment and to ask for it.
We also recently named some positions (numbers 1-5) for use in play and for D/s in private. I took the paddle and strap offered, and named position 2. That was not the position for punishment, and I sensed her hesitation before she assumed the position. She did it anyway, following my directions. I ran my hands over her body, thinking about what I would do later. I instructed her to assume position 3, for punishment.
During the 20 strokes, I talked to her about what she had done wrong, and how to correct it. She counted each stroke.
After the punishment was complete, I brought her into bed and we watched a movie (well, part of a movie). She fell asleep part way through, so I turned it off. I got up and brought out the cuffs, and placed them on her while she slept. I snuggled up to her and fell asleep.
In the morning, I woke up extra early. I had plans and I wanted to play with MS before work. I carefully removed her underwear and hooked the cuffs together. I raised them above her head and gently licked and sucked on her nipples. This eventually woke her up, and I moved on to the main event. I directed her to assume position 4, and gagged her tightly with a red ballgag. She looked so hot with the gag straps digging into the corners of her mouth. I took her from behind. She was enthusiastic and moved with me, helping me go deep and hard. She was in a frenzy.
After I finished I instructed her to remain in the same position while I cleaned up and went to fetch a few more toys. I brought the flogger and a pair of clothespins. I used the flogger on her back and bottom, varying the stroke intensity. I also swung it down between her legs to hit her pussy and clit. The little jumps that caused were beautiful.
I moved her to position 5, and showed her the clothespins. I reminded her where they were going, and she looked away like she usually does. I love to see the effect in her eyes when I clip clothespins or clamps on her nipples. I can see the erotic pain in her eyes and she gets to see mine while I inflict that pain. She moaned with painful pleasure and I moved down to taste what is mine. (Her, in case you were wondering, we use condoms). I licked and sucked and worked my tongue down there until she was ready to explode, then gave her permission to cum. As she did so, I quickly removed the clothespins from her nipples, causing a new round of pain as the blood rushed back to her nipples. She came hard and I kept going until I thought she had had enough.
After cleaning up a little, I snuggled around her and we both fell back to sleep.
I was impressed with MS’ work on submission last night and this morning. I know it is difficult for her to wake up early and function. On a normal day before this hard work, She would not have appreciated being woken up for any reason. Her efforts and performance are a testament to how much she wants this with me, and I look forward to our continued growth.
You are wonderful and amazing. I am proud of you, MS.